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*雪在山顶，白白的，去年的喜悦回来了。。。*

夜。思绪

天气冷冷的，是否心也变得和它一样
不希望它是，可是事实却是如此。。。

不知从何时起，信心已不在，不再相信
有好多的疑问，却解答不了
不再勇敢，反而学会了逃避

有好多次，知道不该钻进去的
但还是飞蛾扑火，受伤了才知道痛
不好受却忍下了 慢慢的
变成了坚强

曾经尝试以平常心面对 那一点都不容易
一看到他 心就动摇了
答应自己的 完全被抛到脑后

*我 跨出了那一步 不知道下一步会是我期待的吗*

days in lyon...

Again,I decided suddenly to go to lyon for the weekend. So I asked wenshao whether I could go and disturb him ^ ^ At last I came back home,cleaned my house,packed my beg and went to train station.After one and half hour,I reached lyon. Holiday started...We watched grey's anatomy,long time I have not watched it.Due to the suspense of the drama,we watched it until 12.30am.Not really late actually but we were tired. I had a good sleep that night...I'm getting used to the bed.

Saturday was full of plans.After taking a shower,we went out to buy food at asiatic shop.Their two french guys bought lots of instant mee,they even suggested one nice instant mee to me. Finally we went out from the shop with lots of plastic begs. Then we ate at one vietnamese restaurant.I ordered the basil thai chicken.It was not bad.With mah as company,we went to part dieu.I wanted to shop but I dint buy anything.For dinner, mah volunteered to cook it.After having it,we went to the fête foraine(fun fair) at croix russe.There were not much people and we were not really interested in playing the games. Wenshao treated us the churros.The last time I ate it was a year ago.Mah left to train station to fetch Edwin while I and wenshao went walking at hotel de ville.It was cold but I ate Häagen-Dazs ice-cream.Crazy me:p Nice chocolat ice-cream... While we were seating on the bench,we met xin zhu and ping tarng.They went shopping and were on their way home.What a coincidence!So we went together to goh's house to play cards and monopoly.We went home at 2.30am...tired

Sunday was a quiet but nice day.We tried to wake up late but we were disturbed by people.For breakfast,we had a nice 'lao mian' while watching grey's anatomy.Then we wasted time by doing 'I-forgot-what'.Wenshao prepared the lunch.We had chicken marinated with 'kunyit'(a special dish) and delicious 'xiao bai cai'.Yeah!We spent the afternoon by watching drama and the movie'Hancock'.It was funny.At night,we had steamboat 'ma la huo guo'.It was spicy but 'shuang'!Thanks for the idea of xinzhu and ping tarng.I love to eat steamboat with people... We played cards again but went home earlier.I enjoyed the last night before leaving lyon to come back studying =(

This morning I woke up lazily.I had a phone call with shobana. Then I laid back on the bed and went to take my shower.Wenshao asked me whether want to eat bihun or rice.I chose bihun^ ^ It was a delicious fried bihun.I like it so much.I forgot how many bowls I ate.Thanks to wenshao!He sent me to train station in the rainy day.I reached home at 3.00pm.I spent the rest of the day by 'lazy-ing'...Suddenlt I got one message from xinzhu. She asked me to go to restaurant in lyon.She dint know that I came back here.I'm touched.Thanks xinzhu for thinking of me^ ^ Well,I must get things done during this holiday!!!motivation?!
*present from jennifer*

The seventh day最美丽的第七天。。。

Due to emotional problem,I decided to watch drama to make
myself feel better...After surfing for a long time,I chose
to watch the seventh day,a hong kong drama.Actually I had
watched the first episode at ws's place two weeks ago and
I did like it.I was attracted by 'the seventh day'.I
wondered what does it mean.'seventh' is the day of birthday
of two guys in the drama.They are born on the same day but
they have different destiny.It was funny at the beginning,
boring at the middle and sad at the ending.I like the dog,
Jack in the story.It seems like understand what human says
and react in its way.I wish I have a dog like that^ ^
I realise that I start to love hong kong's drama...

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Yesterday I went to IKEA with a friend.It's said that it's
the biggest in Europe.How can I miss that?!We ate at the
cafeteria.The food was nice and not expensive.Moreover,we
have a nice view from the cafeteria.Mountains and hills...
Well,it does look big from outside but for me,it's smaller
than that one in malaysia=).I saw lots of star's decoration
and I love them.But I dint buy it.I need to control ma..
We talked and studied a bit of chemistry(exam on thursday).
I finished my evening by watching the drama.
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I have stopped myself from thinking much.My internship is not
yet sure although I have to send the 'fiche de stage' friday.
Should I wait?My professor told me not to worry,he would find
one for me...Holiday falls on 24 but I still don't have any
plan.Shoba asked me to go to her place but I don't feel like
sitting in the train for 8-9hours.So I might stay around here
for this holiday.Perhaps,I don't like to have plan.I want to
feel free,do whatever I feel want to do^ ^
I always consider sunday as the last day of the week->seventh
day.I hope that today will end as a beautiful day too...

p/s:huan zhu,I'm really happy for you!Thanks for sharing.
Good luck for your coming exams!!!

Just dont feel right...

Something is affecting my mind but I dont know what...
Do I have the feeling of not doing well in exam this
morning?probably...I was panicked 30minutes before the
end and I did some mistakes...

However,I should be happy because I received a present
from Jennifer today.Something unexpected.A wall decoration.
I didnt manage to buy it last time because there was no
in blue colour.She remembered about that and she gave me
as my birthday present.I'm touched,really...
Merci jennifer^ ^Je t'apprécie aussi!

Dont feel like sleeping.Dont feel like going to class
tomorrow neither...want to 'lan shan'...

long long day!

I woke up at 7am this morning to finish my DM de maths.
Pity..I had class only at 10.30am...But then,I want to
be a good student ma...haha...
The communication class was interesting.We had an outdoor
activity for one hour.We shouted and did some ridiculous
gestures.A few passers-by looked at us strangely.Then,we
had to react according to the music.The last music was
melancholic.I was going to cry...
Optic class was boring but I tried to concentrate.TD maths
was ok.Then,enfin,the weekend started.Ouf!I and Jalila
planned to go for a movie"entre les murs".It's the movie
that wont the 'palme d'or' at Cannes.Before that,we went
to eat at Macdo.My dessert was sundae de citron.Yummee!
Huh,the movie was nice but a bit long.2 hours!Enjoyed it.
After saying goodbye to Jalila,I headed to go back.There
was 20mins wait.So I decided (bravely) to walk back home.
Actually I thought want to break my own record.I did walk
back before but not at night...I was a little afraid.At
last,I reached safely.20 minutes!!!yeah!!!My mum will
scold me if she knows..cant let her know :p
long long day...but a good one...tiring,cant sleep directly!
Good night^ ^

21st birthday 04/10/2008...

I had a great birthday,simple but touching!
Thanks for all the wishes whether by sms,call...
Thanks to those in Lyon:wenshao,mah,ping tarng,xin zhu,
weepin,david and goh.

Friday,Jalila gave me my present during the break.It's a
watch..she knows that I got no more watch.Then,on the way
to the train station,gkai called.He wished me happy birthday.
Then there were kelmynn,ang and sherlyn.hen re nao...happy!
Midnight,wenshao and mah wished.Hardly slept that night.Too
happy?Or too sad because I'm getting old?..haha.Actually I
think it's because of that not-nice pillow.

Saturday morning,I took a long bath.haha..pity the guys who
had to wait.After settling their things,we went to meet goh.
On the way to buy my birthday cake,my right-side shoe suddenly
tore.so paise...goh's idea was using the plaster but then they
went to buy super glu.I applied the glu and I could walk in a
normal way after that.Haha...an embarrassing thing became a
funny thing.Had lunch at subway,my first time in France.After
buying some things at carrefour,we went back to goh's place.
Wenshao slept while I rested.Soon,we started to prepare the
dinner.Grill chicken and mix vegetable with tomyam taste.I did
the dessert:mousse chocolat(thought of doing cake,but no tray)
Once everyone reached,we started to eat.Had some talks.Then
it was time to eat my birthday cake.Wenshao chose de:a cake
made of mandarin(it tastes nice!).They sang birthday song for
me and I made wishes.I felt great when I blew the candles...
Surprise---wenshao brought me a present.I never thought of it.
Touched...it is a hippopotamus...I like soft toy^ ^thanks
everyone!Then we played tarot card.First time I played it but
still ok ler..At last at 1am,everyone was tired.Time to go back.
After taking my bath,I felt fresh.So,I talked with ws.He was
with his intendo.He asked me to play mario kart.I'm dumb in
games,so I crashed the barriers and jumped down the river lots
of time.He couldnt stop laughing.me too.shy shy..We kept playing
until 4a.m.Huh,we played and talked without realising it was
late..That night I had a good sleep with doggie and my hypo.


Sunday,I went to parc de la tete d'or after brunch(kurma and a
tasty soup^ ^).I talked a lot with xinzhu...not only gossips o.
Went for a round in casino then walked through the park.Later,
we had some icecream and french fries.No chance,my icecream
dropped after some licks.I shouldnt have eated that because I
had cough.hehe...Then,I said goodbye to them and went back to
ws's place.I just talked to him a little because I didnt want
to disturb him.Yeah!He cooked dinner...fried rice.A nutritional
one o..everything was inside.He nearly caused me to be late for
the train again..ok ok,it's not your fault,tram's fault..haha
I should have dragged you inside the tram with me...u owe me!
I reached my home at 11pm.Tiring journey..Went to bed directly.

*sheng ri kuai le...*

Can't wait for the weekend...

haha...tomorrow is friday and I have 6hours of class.But I
cant wait for the weekend!haha...no need to stay at home^ ^

Yesterday night I had a nice chat with my sister,Rachel.I
miss her so much.She's growing up.Be strong ya,my sister.You
must live your life ya,promise me!You can de!The puppies at
home grow fast but two of them are dead.So,others must live
strongly and healthily o!

Today,we received an email from a friend in Prague.Shobana
and I are so happy...It's really a surprise.

Life is full of surprises.Who knows?Maybe there is another
one tomorrow?haha...

*stars...stars*