忙里偷闲。。。

圣诞迫在眉梢
课业却很繁忙
考试一个接一个
偷懒的念头都得一一抛在脑后

虽然如此
很喜欢现在充实的生活
仿佛找回了那个爱读书的我

每天都有新的挑战
就算再累
也得一一克服
也许那一刻很难受
随后发现不过如此

累了
深呼吸
笑一笑
再继续
:)


*由于不想等巴士，选择走路回家。结果让我拍下了这一景。傍晚的湖边确实有它的格调。。。*


*朋友生日，让我有了这个点子。这次是我做muffins以来最满意的一次！*

Life is beautiful

*I got the chance to look at it so many times.*


*Even birds are not alone. Me neither. Please don't stop adding colours in my life, people. :)*


*We are just some tiny creatures in this world.*


*Autumn is colourful thanks to the leaves*


*Life won't be complete without them*
_________________________________________________
Time goes by and I tend to look at things and react differently.
I learn that life is brief, that you would never get everything you
want instead you have to content with what you have, that only you
can decide your life and you have to be responsible of your acts.

I try out things.It turns out that I'm enjoying.
I always smile without reason. Even my English teacher says so. When
I am not, it means that I'm troubled with something.
I realise that I speak more nowadays compared to the past. A nice
change in my eyes.

__________________________________________________
Exams are coming. It's time to concentrate and give my best shot!
Say no to all the distractions!


*Somehow,I miss my Japanese hair and greentea icecream!*

变化多端的天气 心情也如此

图卢兹的秋天不好过
时冷时热 还不时刮大风
都不知要怎么穿衣服了

阴天下雨时
心情好低落
什么都不想做
还好最后收拾了心情
乖乖地做了点功课

----------------------
每个星期天
都会期待着那通电话
熟悉的声音在另一端
心也暖了许多

妈妈的新车到了
最小的妹妹好开心
那很少回家的妹妹反常地回家
三个妹妹拼命地读书
让我忆起我们那小小的书房
六姐妹在一起 真的很热闹

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昨天是农历九月十六
阿公过世一年了
家人都有去插香拜拜
虽然我不在那
心却整天挂念着
阿公 我没忘了您哦

才发现
我没有和您拍过照
只是你那慈祥的笑容
早已住在我心里

最近的最近。。。

去了日本一趟
回马度过两个月的快乐假期

回学校上课快两个月了
好多活动
常和朋友聚在一块儿

心情还不错
很爱笑
却也有想哭的时候

又长了一岁
度过感动的生日

需要开始设定目标了
也需要调整生活节奏

遗憾。。。

那迟来的回复 不是我想要的
但我早该心里有数了
只是 难免 还是抱着那希望
如今 破灭了

当初的犹豫不决
带来了今日的遗憾
错过了 恨晚了

至少
还有一些 值得回味的
甜酸苦辣

谢谢你的诚恳 (L)

凌乱的思绪。。。

那几句话 那表情
是我特别想记住的
但 偏偏
越想记得的
就越难留在心里

美好的东西
永远都是短暂的
就因为这样
我们一定要珍惜
________________
我真的想要
因为小小的东西而开心
而不要求更多

知足常乐
果然不容易啊
我还需要
好好的学习
_________________
好不容易
踏出了那一步
我该原地踏步
还是
在拿出那丁点的勇气
迈向那未知路。。。

Je l'ai fait!!!

Une idée en tête, claire et nette...
Une simple raison, une petite intention...

Des battements de coeur allant de plus en plus vite,
la main frappe à la porte...
La surprise...

Le visage peu réveillé mais ton sourire rend tout bien.
Etant un peu embarrassée, je cherche mes mots.
J'ai dit tout ce que j'avais à dire.

Tout est passé très vite, dans un clin d'oeil.
Mon sourire ne part plus, tout simplement heureuse...

C'était pas si difficile que ça, finalement^^

Merci^^

Enfin, tu m'as répondu...
Merci pour ton petit message sympathique.
Ce n'est pas quelque chose d'extraordinaire mais ça suffit de me rendre heureuse^^
Tu ne m'as pas pris pour une folle même si tu te sens un peu gêné...
Par contre, c'est moi qui le sens maintenant.
J'espère que j'aurai le courage, le courage pour aller vers toi.
Il ne me reste plus beaucoup de temps.
Je voudrais juste parler avec toi, une fois suffit...

大日子。。。

我知道自己有点落后，现在才看这部戏。每个周末我都告诉自己一定要
看，可是一直拖就拖到了今天。。。不后悔看了这部戏，它让我哭笑不得，
让我感觉温暖，家是最温暖的。喜欢剧完结的那句话：只要和心爱的人在
一起，每一天都是大日子。

才发现自己很怀念那家的感觉，和姐妹们打打闹闹的日子。长大了，我们
都不会那样了，比较少惹妈妈生气了，妈妈也不大声说话了，不拿藤鞭了。
爸爸辛苦了，一定被我们女儿们的声量吓坏了，也习惯了吧。爸，你要多
笑一点哦！我们都大了，你就少点担心我们吧。。。

还有我的阿公，我好想念你哦！我都是那样叫你的。。。你的离开也快半
年了，我偶尔都会想起你，你那慈祥的脸。至少，你在我的脑海里的印象
都是很好的，你那微笑的脸庞，就算你不多话，但你的笑容就表达了一切。
阿公，你在远方还好吧？
___________________________________________________

收拾心情，要做功课咯！
哭过就好了~

Bits about past events~

It's actually my 102 post. Hope that I can keep this blog.

19/03/10
Went for shopping with a friend, Suzanne. We shopped at the very
minute for our dress for prom night. After shopping for around five
hours, we found our loved ones. Exhausted but satisfied^^

20/03/10
The J day. A day to be remembered. The stage was great. Despite
some mistakes, I enjoyed performing with my group mates. It was
an experience which wouldn't be forgotten easily. I saw you. Thanks
for supporting us.

I wore my first long gown. A blue one, my favorite color ;p

26/03/10
Watched movie with friends at home. Moulin rouge. It's quite a
special movie. I love the songs though, especially 'Your Song'
by Elton John.

27/10/03
Dinner at Gabriel's place. Music and laughs were there. Enjoyed
it. Kinder was the highlight of the night.

*You do make surprise, Gabriel*



01/04/10
Ang lai ko's birthday. It's great that we still keep contact. I
will never forget your birthday;p
A discussion with the group mates cheered up my day. I was glad
that we'll still continue playing after Gala. Looking forward
to our next practice^ ^
A great dinner at Sébastien's place. The raclette was nice. Got
to know that his girlfriend, Aude shares the same birthday as me.
We were so excited!
I dreamed of you. I wished the dream was longer. I really need
to talk to you. I want to tell you how much I wished to talk you
but I was too shy to approach you.

02/04/10
At last the week came to an end. I was so tired during the week,
probably due to the day-light saving. Springrolls night by the
chef, Waritha. I and Suzanne did help her out.



*Love the decoration of the table and your apartment too,Suzanne!*

*A successful milkshake by me*

03/04/10
I love you guys. Without all of you, I won't be able to enjoy
my study here in Toulouse. It's our first outing altogether.


*I just love desserts, especially ice-cream. It makes me happy.
But I'm putting lots of kilos, hope you'll see this mum ;p*

*Thanks*

Thanks for all friends who came to the party on Wednesday night,
especially those who came purposely to see my performance:Xinni,
Kuaci, Edwin, Gabriel, Waritha, Lester etc...
Despite the technical problems, we had positive feedback from
people. We actually knew each other one month ago and I joined
them on their forth or fifth practise. I have to say that the
guys really play pretty well and Koloina is a good singer^^
Concerning myself, I need to listen more properly to the music
and be more confident. Singing live is not easy at all, it's
not like singing karaoke where you can the lyrics on the screen.
It really depends on the conditions of the day. Stress is the
last thing to be taken into consideration. Last but not least,
knowing how to enjoy is the most important because the moment
on the stage passes like a lightning. It was really a great
experience which won't be forgotten easily.
The hardest one is coming: the Gala! Yea, we're going to sing
at the Gala. It's unbelievable. I've never imagined myself on
the stage in front of the French...I'll try to do my best
without missing the first part of the song,hehe ;p

Below is the performance of the day:Zombie by The Cranberries


There should be an improvement compared to last performance
at Malaysian Gala.



p/s: Surprised to meet you in such condition. 'Bonjour' didn't
manage to come out from my mouth. Your smile just makes my day,
your talking eyes just keep spinning in my head~

FRAKA7

FRAKA7 is the name of my group music.It's composed of six persons:
Jerome,Christophe,Matthias,Sébastien,Koloina and me.
Actually,I joined them after the group was formed.It was Koloina
who asked me to join her for singing.At first,I hesitated to join
because I didn't know whether I could handle it.So I went to see
them practice.She really sang well and the guys really played well.
I really admire people who can play music very well.I really wish
I can but I've left my keyboard with dust for so long...

That night,I emailed the leader of the group to ask for his opinion.
He said they would welcome me if I thought I could contribute to
the group.After pondering,I decided to give it a try.For the
following days,I kept practicing all the songs.It didn't go that
well during my first practice with them.I couldn't catch the part
to start singing.I did feel sad and feel like giving up.But then,
another voice told me to keep going.Thus,I practiced harder and
the following practice went better than the first one.

Another challenge is that the theme of the songs is rock.I've never
really sang rock songs in my life.However,I started loving the songs
that they suggested.I tried singing them and I did feel great.I
guess I won't refuse listening to rock songs after this.

Today we had our last practice before the J-Day.We have a 'tremplin',
a mini concert by groups music from INP universities.If we get
selected,we'll be singing in the Gala.Huh,it's quite a stress.
As Koloina said,we would try our best and enjoy ourselves.I really
feel lucky to have this chance,I have to thank you for giving
me the opportunity to sing with a group.It's my first time and I'm
happy for joining you guys.


*Two of them : Matthias and Sébastien


*Another two guys : Jerome et Christophe


*Koloina and me


*And yes,it snowed again~


*The small snowballs battle after the practice^ ^

Wish we luck for this Wednesday.Let's rock the stage!^ ^

下一站，幸福。。。我的在哪一站呢？

其实，当初朋友介绍我看这部电视剧的时候，我就对那个电视剧
的名称产生了兴趣。只是，一直都没看，直到冬季假期结束的那
一天，我看了第一集。就这样，我差不多每天都追着那部剧。每一
集，有欢笑，有泪水，百感交集。。。好久没看到那么令我爱不释
手的电视剧了。这样说，好像有点夸张，因为台湾电视剧的故事
都差不多一样的。尽管如此，我还是被打动了，也许原因在于演
员吧。我超喜欢剧中的小乐。他真的很可爱，是个懂事的小孩。。
。如果以后我的孩子像他那样就好咯，哈哈！

喜欢最后一集慕橙对光晞说的一句话:其实，不管到哪里，只要
有你的那一站，就是幸福的。。。好浪漫哦！我好希望我可以对
一个人那么说啊，只是到现在，我的那个他还没出现呢，我会好
好等待的。妈妈，你就不要再催我了，我也想要拥有自己的幸福
啊，我想我会找到的吧！

妹，我感受到你现在的幸福，希望你们俩都开开心心的。。。
姐，你什么时候才要帮我找姐夫啊？你的厨艺那么棒，一定会绑
住我未来姐夫的胃吧！
最近，有好多人结婚，开始交往的，祝你们都幸福咯！
和我一样的单身人，好好享受现在的生活吧，同时好好努力追求幸福哦！

哇，好感性哩！下次看回这一篇，一定会会心一笑吧 ;p
晚安咯！



*在图卢兹的马来西亚朋友,很开心和你们一起庆祝新年!*

新年快乐！

才发现在法国庆祝了第五年的农历新年，可是今年想回的心情特别浓厚。。。
其实，我只想和大家吃顿团圆饭，看看爸妈，姐妹们，亲戚朋友们。
不管怎样，希望大家有个美好的虎年，万事如意，健康快乐！

*年年有余


*至少看到你们吃火锅


*新年新衣裳

When it snows~

It snowed from yesterday night until today evening.
I adore looking at snowflakes falling from the sky.
It's magic for me.Besides,the shape of snowflakes
is really nice~

*Look at the shape of snowflake*
Thanks to the snow,my friend couldn't go back home.
Thus,I suggested that we went out walking in the
snow.Walking hein?There came the war of snowballs!
In the end,our hands were frozen ;p

*It started merely after we stepped out of the residence*


*Residence in white*


*The lake*


*Ducklings.Wonder how they keep themselves warm;p*


*Making snowman*


*With our snowman*


*Love our snowman,super cute!*


*This much of snow on the bars outside my window*

I guess the snow won't melt so fast since the
temperature is low.I'll have to walk to school
on Monday=)

Happy 2010!!!

I've not been writing much lately due to lack of time,lack of
inspiration etc...
Anyway,happy new year to each of you!I sincerely wish that this
year will bring you lots of joy and love~

I just had a wonderful holiday with my dear friends and now I
feel pretty lonely at home without them.It's just difficult to
take up the books and study.Anyway,it's student's life.I like
my life and I feel very lucky to come here to study.I think it's
the first time that I feel so grateful to the government for the
scholarship.Thanks papa and mama for letting me go away so far
from home =)

The holiday started with a heavy snow all over France as well as
Europe.I liked the snow in Toulouse.Too bad it didn't stay long.

*Snow in Toulouse*

I went to watch Avatar and I really loved it.Then, I left to Nancy.
It took me nine hours to go there from Toulouse.I tried to sleep
and read book.Finally I reached there with a warm welcome from my
dear Shoba.I was so happy to meet her after two months.We talked
till late at night.We've exchanged our Christmas presents as well.
I gave her one of my love thing:Spinning Candle Holder.I've seen
this in one friend's place.Luckily,she loved the present;p
I just love her apartment very much!!! ^_^

*The present*

*Her apartment*

On Christmas day,we went to Strasbourg and met lots of friends:
Anuar,Amir,Hariri and Baby.It's great to spend time with the guys.
Being the capital of Christmas,the decorations were not disappointing
at all.The surprise of the day was we had to pass by Metz to go
back to Nancy.Shoba said it's a sign for me.haha ;p
We reached Shoba's place and she cooked us Christmas dinner.Yummy!

*One of the stall at marché de noël*

*With the guys*

*I love this a lot~*

*Decoration of a shopping mall,Galérie Lafayette*

The next morning,we left to Paris in order to take the flight to
our holiday destination,Istanbul.We met up with two other girls,
Mariani and Rafizah.The flight was delayed but we managed to board
it.There it started,our holiday in Istanbul!
The first day was nice.We explored things and people have greeted
us in Malay.It seems that lots of Malaysians go there for holiday.
We went to watch a traditional turkish dance:Dwirling Dance.The
dancers just kept spinning on their feet during the whole performance.
Anyway,the music was nice.

*The traditional dance*

On the second day,we visited the Blue Mosque.I remember we
studied this at school last time.The mosque is called like that
because of the blue tiles from a city,Iznik.In the afternoon,we
went for a boat trip with a super guide,Medet.We've met him at
Hagia Sofia and he suggested us the Bosphorous trip.We went well
with him and he offered us to be our special guide for the rest
of our holiday.After discussing it among ourselves,we decided to
give it a try and trust him.It's not easy to have confidence in
a stranger like that.
Nevertheless,things went extremely well and we had fun together.
Shoba called him serial killer and he called Mariani his sister.
I love this trip a lot because we're guided.He told us the history
of Istanbul in such a lively way that we listened to it attentively.
Well,we weren't paying attention all the time.We're busy taking
photos for example.This made the visit to palace and museum more
meaningful because we knew what were were visiting.It was very nice
of him to bring us to Ortakoy for a drink the last night we were
there.He talked a lot about his point of view and I guess we just
know got to know him.It was sad to leave the next morning.We're so
quiet in the taxi on the way to airport.In some way,we're saying
goodbye to Istanbul.

*A photo which represents Malaysia*

*I love Pilaf!*

*In Hagia Sofia*

*With Blue Mosque*

*Bosphorus Bridge*

*Blue sky in Istanbul*

*On the small Bosphorus Bridge*

*Saint Antoine's church.I like this church a lot*

*Nice photo of us taken by our special guide*

*Sea view*

*Sunset*

*With our super guide,Medet*

*Star*

*Cute~*
On 31st,we reached Paris and we spent it with Jenifer.We had dinner
and we went to Champs Elysées.It was crowded and people were with
their wines.It's the french way of celebrating new year.We got to
see Eiffel Tower at night too.It's true that there isn't anything
special about it when we look at it for don't-know-how-many-times
but I just love to watch it at night;p

*Ready for our night out*

*At the restaurant*

*With cute Mariani*

*Champs Elysées*

*With Eiffel Tower*

The holiday has come to an end.I'm really not ready for the class
tomorrow but I'll try to do my best!
Miss you all,my friends!!!
Have a great year =)

p/s:More photos on facebook;-)