供养师父

昨天是我第一次去供养师父呢！妹妹叫我去的哦！
早上六点就起床咯，妹妹就问我可以炒面吗，我糊里糊涂地答应了。
哈哈，竟然炒了一盘不怎么样的面，一点失望，不过还是拿去了。
俊贤来载我和妹妹，一路上还好有妹妹陪他说话，不让他可要闷透了。
到了八眼色海的佛教会，那里静静的，我们是最早到的哩。。。
和妹妹去礼佛，好丢脸哦，礼佛的方式都不对了，她改正我咯。
然后，我们就去帮助阿姨们准备东西，她们很亲切的。
但是，我还是安静的，不多话，我不是很人是他们的，感觉怪怪的。
不过，他们都很好的,还找话题和我说话，不好意思哦，太久没见到你们了。
学到了东西，当师父坐在餐桌时，要跪着供养。供养食物后，就不能用手去
碰了，因为会有把事物拿回的意思。谢咯，朋友们！
下午和家人去吉打，见了姐姐，然后去大山脚送妹妹去三姨家和外婆家。
冲了凉，马上又出去了，要去赴约咯。上次放了俊贤飞机，这次不敢了。
外面还下着雨呢，但我还是坐上他的车，去new town咖啡厅。
喝着peach tea，我们开始聊天咯。终于可以开心地和他聊天。
他没什么改变，只是多了一点点的成熟感。。哈哈，他说他胖了哦！
他说我还是一样呢，只是头发长了点。他却说我早上水肿，啊！！！
舒服的过了一个晚上，开心地笑了。还回去看了学校，勾起了好多回忆。
谢咯，整晚只是他在讲故事，我是聆听者。下次轮到我来讲哦！

*栩睿，希望你在wellington过得好好的，相信自己，你可以的。

'holiday'...

So what did I do since I was back here in Malaysia?
- went to many hospitals but I am relieved that dad
got nothing serious
- ate a lot of food:laksa,nasi lemak,mee jawa,wantan mee,
ais kacang,chicken rice....my stomach is going to burst
- met a lot of friends:gkai,ang,koko,mimi,teh peng,sotong,
meng wai,e cheang,a lay,chin fern,a pek,and the special
huan zhu(u see,I got heart de o..ha ha)
- watch tv,I watch any show on tv..
- read death note,still got 2 series.
- talk with sisters,I feel that they are really funny
when they argue,they cant never stop..cute sisters I have
- drove motor since last year but not car..sob sob
- do some housework,of course lor

Hmm,these are my past-time but I feel so useless..
I seriously want to find a job but who wants to employ me?
What job should I do?Got any voluntary job?............
anyway,it's relaxing...this is how holiday should be...
maybe I am just grumbling..after some time should be ok..
shoba,I know you are coming back..cant wait to see u^ ^

*xiao xing*-wasting her time...

p/s:I love you

This is the title of the book that I recently read.
The story is about a husband who leaves his wife and he leaves
one list for her telling her what to do when he is not there.
The wife is shocked and yet happy to receive the list and
follow what is she supposed to do every month.At the end,when
there's no more message,she decides to live her life once again.
A quite touched story,I feel like being in her situation,except
that guy who left me is still alife.It's never easy to forget
the memories but one has to live,has to look forward.

I met some friends these days.I still comfortable with ang,a chi
and a pek.The way they speak is just the same.Thanks to you guys.
Also,I met my grandma,auntie,uncle and some relatives.My aunt is
just sad to tell me that chun chong's no longer here,I know...

Yesterday is father's day and we got a small celebration.My dad
was happy.It has been 3years I didnt get chance to celebrate this
special day.



My sisters grow up too fast but they are still warm for me.I'm
sorry because I cant accompany you all to grow up.Hope you can
find your ways...

p/s:it's damn hot here,struggling with it...3 showers per day:p

Paris-Kuala Lumpur-Nibong Tebal

At last,I'm back home..

Reached Paris on 8June afternoon though there was strike.
I accompanied fahmi to go to wash his clothes and then we sat
in a garden nearby.There were lots of children and parents.
We tried to find for something to eat.He ate one crepe while
I ate one lemon flavoured icecream.Pity him,he waited me for
lunch...At night,we went to eat sushi.This time,I didnt feel
like vomitting..hehe

The next morning,I went to see kim hwa.Spent one hour to go
there.Tired..Went to the disneyland parc and Val d'Europe,
the largest shopping center in France.Khoo showed me a temple
in Paris but it was closed.Then we met fahmi for dinner.He
bought lots of begs for his sisters.

The day before flight,there was strike too.We ate tomyam for
breakfast.Then I helped him to tidy up his house.I always do
that.We went out with bus and reached La Defense.After looking
at all the restorants,we ate at one mee restorant.He ate
singapore noodles while I ate thai noodles.We went shopping
for presents to bring back home.Having him as company helped
me to buy lots of things.After buying all the presents,we went
back.His landlord came to check his kitchen.He said 'ca brille'
(means it shines).Fahmi said it's me who did it.Wa,how proud I
was...Didnt really sleep that night...

The day of flight,we went out at seven to be sure that we would
reach on time.After a long journey(again),we reached the airport
at nine.wahaha..damn early..after checking in,we went window
shopping.Well,I bought a book and some mini perfumes.He bought
some mini perfumes and a magazine.So,we boarded the plane.Not
much people...Watched 3movies.I tried to sleep but in vain.I
think I slept for only 2hours altogether.

At last we reached KLIA.Fahmi was happy,I could see it from his
face.It has been two years since he went last time.His friend
waited for him and so they left.I was all alone and I went to
drink something.I asked for milo but she gave me capuccino.haha
I read my book to pass time.At nine,I went to check in and waited
in the boarding hall.I was damn tired...Reached penang at 12pm.
My parents and sister waited for me.They havent changed..
Happy to see them although I seemed too tired.Back home,I gave
them presents,hope they would like them.Sleep,eat and read..

Just now met gkai.He is the first friend I met here.Had some chat
with him.I have to do some cleaning today I guess.

Hope fahmi will spend some good time with his family...
Hope my family will in good health..

*xiao xing*-still feels tired..

Tours...memories back

Back to tours after 5 hours of journey from Lyon.
What a tiring trip...
Well,welcomed by yau,junior girl in Tours.

We went to the bowling center.I think this should be the
second time I played there..
Wa..all of the juniors came wor,included one senior fadhil
and fahmi.They played generally well.I dint play well because
I got gastric(lame excuse:p).Had lots of fun though..
thanks for fahmi's idea.
After that,we went to mangez-moi.Well,first time I ate there.
I opted to go back.Thanks to the juniors who took my begs.
I know they are heavy.hehe..

At night,I dint do much things.Talked with yau like we know
each other for ages...Then,I got headache because of the
stupid strikes..at last,I decided to go to paris earlier..
I managed to make a chocolat cake(gateau au chocolat aux amandes)
Yau said it's delicious.hehe..thanks you guys,hope I can stay
longer next time.sorry for not talking much to some of you...

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Tours is still the same to me.Some news shops appeared but I still
like the feeling being there.Lots of memories came up while
walking down the streets.sweet,sad,happy...There are just some
people and some things you cant forget it forever.
Hope all the profesors there are in the pink of health..
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So,here I am in Paris..Must take some rest now after the sushi..

*xiao xing*-wants to keep something in the bottom of her heart..

bye grenoble...

I still remember that day I came here from CDG.It rained badly
and there was storm.I was welcomed warmly by my landlord.
She is really a nice person,she treats me very well,like her
own daughter and I consider her as my mum here..

I'm leaving tomorrow.I guess it will be a cloudy day..Just
like nine months ago when I came here alone...
I cleaned my house thoroughly so that I will feel fresh when I
come back here in about 3months time.Spent much times with my
appart these few days.Feel calm and happpy..Like it here...

Tomorrow I will go to Tours,the place where I spent 2years...
Quite excited actually..hehe..first time meet all of the juniors
in Tours.I will meet jenifer too,after the tragedy...

Talked to shobana just now,hope the force will be with her till
the end of her exams.Good luck ya shoba,see u in malaysia..



p/s:This is for you,kuaci.That fountain that you would like to
see last time..aha^ ^.Bon courage to you too ya..


*xiao xing*-cant wait for tomorrow..

And so,it ends...

Finished my last exams today..
Verdict?
-Math-as usual,can get 10 gua.
-English-hope can get above 14.Expectation?
-Chimie cinétique-j'avais le blanc.I revised well but..
-Informatique-at least I managed to answer one problem..

What is my feeling?
Happy?Not really..a great relieve it is..
And semester 2007/2008 passes just like that..
This year is fulled of challenge,emotions,discovery...
I'm still a young person to this world..
I'm not strong enough when I face an obstacle..
I cry,I laugh...
Well,I still cant join the french friends circle..
I must really try to approach them and talk to them.
Maybe I am serious at their eyesight,people always say.
Stage(training)is next year but I have to start thinking now.
Thème bio ou pas?Stay in grenoble?What kind of stage?
Lots of questions turn around in my mind..
I'm tired,mentally..I need a rest,really...

After all,it's holiday.I'll fly back next wednesday.
Need to clean my house,settle some things,pack and
plan for my holiday...So,going to Tours?
Tours-memories of two years.There must be some changes now.
Have to decide it tomorrow...
Till then,good night...

*xiao xing*-want to feel free..

Encore 2 jours!!!

Two more days!!!
Four more exams:
-maths(still revising)
-english(revise it after maths)
-chemistry(must redo exercices)
-info(haven't touched it...god bless me =_=)

Today I mistook my youngest sister for another sister.
You grow up too fast,a ching...
Normally u dont want talk to me,at least you did this morning.
My headache went away after talking to you all.thanks ya..
I started to love Roland Garros.Dommage,I dont know how to play.
Good job this year for the french.

Ok,I must stop now.I need to continue my revision.
Certainly,I'm tired but I cant give up now.
I must try my best and put a good end to this year!
Bon courage to all my friends who are sitting for the exams!

*xiao xing*-overcome the stress!


p/s:my video reaches 100 views today.So,here is the photo of the night.
Thanks to zarf,the photographer^ ^